Lyrics for a song that's still unwritten

What if the rain you think you see falling are your own tears?
What if the pain you're feeling is caused by your own fears?

When the love you once held tight
seems to have left you over night
When the trust you thought you established
fell away like it vanished?

What if the heart that once was beating proudly now wants to quit?
What if I just want to stop where I am and sit?

When it all gets to be too much
how I long for that one touch
When I need some love and care
but there is no one here and everywhere

How I tried to keep myself together
How I tried to stop that feeling
How I longed for a solution
When all I found and gained was pain

What if my eyes can't ever see what they need to see?
What if my mind's blind for what's really going on?

When it all gets me to a point of no return
how will I ever be able to return back to you
the place where I always thought to be safe....